Well early into 2013 I have been blessed with the birth of my first grandson. I teared up somthin bad when I held him.
He is my needed reminder of the circle of life and how everthing should/could flow. As he slept in my hands, there was no way I could feel anything except a natural protective love for him. On my way back to Tennessee I thought about that feeling & how I want to carry it over into my passion.
When I work with people I always tell them to push, work hard and "trust me to keep them safe." I then thought about how there are certain things that I do when familiar with particular participants. What could happen If I negelcted them and did not afford them the same protective feeling... comfortable training or coaching should not exist in my current opinion. There is a difference between activity and physical conditionning.
There is also a difference in services offered. I work to be known as one who's personal service exemplifies this and other qualities of a consistent professional. When I work with people I want to remember that feeling I felt when holding that new life. I remember feeling wiped out from the travel as I went straight to hospital as soon as I touched yankee soil but I don't think there was anything that would have permitted me to allow harm to come to my little dude.
That feeling felt good to me, I pray for a daily rejuvination of that feeling.
I have since my last post here concluded the fast I started in the beginning of the month. I am grateful for the opportunity to step back from most things and focus on self improvement through a spiritual, mental & physical refinement.
I was/am amazed & pleased to see readers to the 1st post. Please excuse my newness to the medium. I don't plan on major communication this way as it is just not a major interest for me :(
What I noticed during and now after the fast is how easily I allow myself to make excuses and indulge the 'self.' I have been getting the looks and some humor when a change I am working on makes itself apparent to others. Not a biggie, Im pretty secure in my 'abnormalness' anyways.
As the new year rolls in and beyond, I am working to implement a "plus" lifestyle. I will not explain what this means to me, just encourage you to do similar.
...we sometimes say what's on our mind but,
WHAT YOU THINK IS WHAT IS IN YOUR HEART...
ok, so i have no idea how this is supposed to go or what have u. i dont do this often but have recently decide to participate a bit more in hope to help expand some1's & my own conciuosness hopefully.
i started my fast yesterday, dont know how long im gonna be on it. I have not done this in several years after gowing up with it in my religious background (last time did 30 smthn days). On this fast I hope to get better understanding & control of "self." I have spent my time so far reading, meditating and attempting to cleanse the soul from negative karma.
i will use only fluids for my sustenance/maintenance (100% juice, water & a V8 every now & then).
No real challenges w/self yet, know it will happen but not yet (food wise).
Plan is to utilize a colon flush & blood cleaner starting in week 2 - thru completion. Fasting for me is 2 fold, spiritual & physical discipline. I remember that i always found out somthing intriguing about self on prior fasts'.
so if u read this, i knw how to write & spell, its my blog & i can do almost what i want...
Leave feeback & comments if possible... all r welcome, lets go day 3...